Readers have told me that this blog has begun to appear on the internet in various forms including an e book, a pdf etc and that someone is asking for payment to access these things. I have no idea who is doing this, it is definitely not me or any of my friends; unfortunately whoever is doing it will be a lot more savvy than me re IT and I’m not even going to waste my time trying to track them down or disable the ways in which my blog has been packaged and flogged.
No-one needs to pay to read this blog; that is the point of it! I have had many years of people stealing my ideas and my work and bagging themselves jobs, research grants etc on that basis and more recently I have been truly impressed to discover how many more than I ever knew rose to high office and even bagged peerages on the basis of them agreeing to keep schtum about matters north Wales and me. Some people even got a TV series out of it.
This blog is a free gift to the world and the Catherines and the Cynogs and the Farrars no longer have to smirk away to themselves believing that they are clever and I am an idiot because I refused to help a gang of sex offenders; they and anyone else are welcome to share the contents of this blog with anyone whom they wish. No need to pay. Please just ignore the versions of the blog that have appeared online asking for dosh.
I am fully aware that there is info on the blog that may well help people interested in pursuing various legal cases and not only those directly related to organised abuse. The degree of double dealing on the part of lawyers and politicians that has gone on for decades as a result of key people needing to keep a lid on the Westminster Paedophile Ring and Dafydd et al is truly shocking. It underpinned numerous miscarriages of justice, including those as a result of the Troubles in N Ireland. If the info on the blog helps anyone wanting to pursue any cases that’s fine by me. I don’t have the time to expose everything to the degree that I’d like, but I hope that I’ve provided a start…
There is of course media debate re the naming of alleged sex offenders online and concerns that this could prejudice any future trial. I happen to be someone who has big reservations about naming people in public fora who have been charged but not convicted of offences; I saw this used as a highly effective smear technique by the gang in north Wales and in the case of men who have been charged with sex offences yet later cleared, it can be very difficult for them to convince people that they were innocent.
I understand that some of those who were clobbered by the gang do want them prosecuted and if this blog helps them, I will understand, but I don’t want anyone to be prosecuted for any crimes committed against me. The British state helped the people who did this to us, they knew exactly what Dafydd and the gang were doing and they were not interested even when people died. I am not going to be patronised by a load of hypocrites telling me that they’re now going to Get Justice For Me. They can’t, my friends were murdered. I don’t want you British state, I really really don’t like you! I know that you can’t understand that, in the way that when I was young those we know and love would snap that Brown obviously wasn’t that bothered about me because he hadn’t married me had he?? Oh for God’s sake, as Brown cheerily told everyone, ‘I don’t want the state endorsing any relationship of mine…’
DUH!!! It’s called having no confidence or trust in ANY of you because your job was to assist a vile old lobotomist and Dafydd, not me… Now fuck off Top Docs, lawyers, politicians, police etc you are endemically corrupt and hopeless and if I had my time again I’d have been a New Age Traveller, which was something that I was tempted to do at the time. Although I’d have been a New Age Traveller doing a PhD and writing… I’ll take a leaf out of Brown’s book, you can stay well out of my life; your institutions will continue to crumble because the only people that you have in them are the Catherines, Cynogs and the Farrars who cannot do the job.
I didn’t write this blog with a view to being a ‘paedo hunter’. I wrote it because I witnessed the most appalling criminality in the NHS and related organisations and I and my friends were targeted; no-one would help, no-one, although people were dying. I got so fed up that after years and years and years I just decided to stop waiting for people to behave fairly and I began publishing.
As for the well-wishers who have commented that it’s nice that my name has been ‘cleared’, I gave up worrying about that years ago. I watched people knowingly lie about me in open court and I watched as other people pretended to be Shocked and Disgusted while they listened to what they knew were lies. I laughed in Dafydd’s face when he put on his grave voice and said ‘Everyone is saying the same thing about ewe. Don’t ewe think that we must be right?’ I made the point that as the whole lot of them were in it together I couldn’t give a stuff what their Opinion was and I didn’t care how many of them were saying it. Although I didn’t know that they were running the Westminster Paedophile Ring, I just thought that it was sex with young adults, class A drugs and general crime… I really am not concerned about horrible people being rude about me; I didn’t realise how many people spread the lies and smears and I didn’t realise how many of them knew that it was all lies and smears either, but as a great many people were In On This, my point that I don’t give a stuff about them stands…
As for the rumour that I worked as prostitute, I have no idea where that came from at all, perhaps whoever sent that one around north Wales could send me a list of my customers. But I’ll defend prostitutes here: Dafydd’s gang forced kids of 12 into sex work and it’s been made clear to me recently that they were trying to do that to me as well. I’m so sorry Dafydd, I didn’t realise, I just decided that I wasn’t going to have sex with you or Gwynne no matter how nasty you got. I am not someone who would ever be rude about sex workers myself. If they had been forced into that line of work by Dafydd and Gwynne then they needed rescuing and Dafydd and Gwynne should have been under lock and key; if they had not been forced into that line of work and they were consenting adults and not at risk themselves or putting anyone else at risk, then it is no business of mine or anyone else’s.
The fact that I have received so much info re the MO that Dafydd and Gwynne were using to try to force me (and others) into sex work – yes, it does make sense in retrospect, they did do all the things that I’ve received info about – just leaves me making the point once more that PEOPLE KNEW. As we screamed for help when gangsters were after us – or indeed made jokes about the sorry state of Dafydd’s buttocks and him killing his patients – but were ignored, those in power knew that the Top Docs were running a trafficking gang and that’s what it was all about.
So why weren’t we warned?
Now everyone Wants Justice. Include me out, you’re a load of tossers and I’m not interested. You’ve got Stel Farrar, Catherine Robinson, Jane Hutt, Julie Morgan and Mark Drakeford, it’s who you wanted, bloody well live with it. I’ve got blogging to do.
The only useful thing that could be done to make amends is for the North Wales Hospital Denbigh to be excavated and for the bodies that are concealed out there to be dated and identified. Then there can be no more We Didn’t Knows. Stephen Bagnall is there and so are others and they were killed in the 1970s and 80s, not the 1870s and 80s. They were executed by the British state because they were witness to the Top Docs to the Westminster Paedophile Ring and the Lobotomist to the Royals.
Live with it British security services and vast numbers of the professional and political classes, you did this.
As for the mysterious appearance of versions of this blog on the internet that ask for money, perhaps William Wales as Prince William styled himself during his recent stint of ‘work experience’ with MI5, MI6 and GCHQ might be able to tell us where they have come from.
When I heard that news item about William’s work experience on the radio this morning, all I could think was ‘did he have lunch with Dame-Baroness Eliza Manningham-Buller?’ See post ‘I Spit On Your Grave’…
People were murdered William because the state needed to conceal the fact that a madman in north Wales lobotomised the victims of sex offences committed by your relatives. Not in the 18th century, but when you were a baby and a toddler. Not that long ago…
The security services recorded what was happening to us and to the children who were targeted, I have received transcripts. So make those recordings public MI5 and police if you’re all so keen to See Justice Done. All of us were spied on but it wasn’t for our benefit.
William was born at about the same time as that Freedom Fighter Robin Farrar of Cymdeithas who’s mum and dad worked in UCNW when the lobotomist was sitting in the Student Health Centre there. Now THAT’S something for us to think about…